Fuck it okay, im damn angry! Today was suppose to meet hubby but because HE said he was tired and his stomach was pain, i decided not to meet him today so that he could go home and have a rest. But guess what? Now, he is playing DOTA and he played pool before that. Not bad, very tired somemore. Im was so fucking disappointed and sad when i called him and found out he was going to play DOTA. Fuck dota la ok, fuck everything in my life. When i heard he was playing DOTA, i got so angry that i actually cried. Why is he treating me this way? Fuck la, just so sick and tired of EVERYTHING!
Hubby,
I really dont know what i did to deserve all this shit from you. I have feelings okay, im a human too, before you do things, cant you at least fucking think of how i feel? In the first place, do you even treat me as your GF? You call me laopo but the way you treat me is far from how a husband would treat his wife.Nothing, really nothing can describe the great disappointment i have in you. I really missed you so bad, and i really wanted to see you so badly today, but because i felt bad that while you are having a stomach pain and feeling tired, you still had to tahan because you had to go out with me, thus i asked you to go home and rest. Seriously, now i feel they are all excuses! You claimed you were very tired and would go STRAIGHT home after daqiu finish school but yet, you have gone to play DOTA. If you didnt want to meet me, just say ok. No need to have so many excuses. Im really very very sad ok. I dont know what i am to you now. We have drifted and thats a fact. No use trying to tell me that i think too much because im not. Loving is something that we`re not. I keep telling myself that you still love me alot and im really trying to change. You want me keep long hair i keep, you want this i try to do. I know that it may not be obvious that im changing but at least im trying. What about you? You are really not the marcus i knew before. The marcus i knew before treated me very very well and showered me with alot of love but now, after being together with you for one year plus, you have totally changed. You go back on your words, you break your promises and you dont treat me like your GF. I know im very naggy and i always nag at you but i do that cause i care. I asked you just now if i didnt meet you, where will you go? You said home. I said 'Confirm go home?' and you said yes. Your school end at 4.30 today and now its 7.45pm but you still have not gone home. Whenever i ask you who is number one in your life, who is most important in your life, you would answer me. But now i know one thing is that what you say are all sweet nothings. You say them just to please me. If really, im the most impt in your life, you would have listened to me rather than your friends. Do you know how it fucking feels to be missing someone but yet you cant get to see the person? Its really very torturous. I gave up meeting you today so you could go home and rest but you took advantage of it. Everything is about your friends friends and friends. Your friend call you play one game, you sure its one game that you`re playing? I dont know but you know it yourself. Since your friends are so important, they call you go fuck one girl, you confirm go alrdy la. No need say what you got a GF. Got GF so what? Your GF is also one ugly fuck. I cant feel your love seriously. I`ve told you many times of how i feel, but are you changing for me? In the past, you said you didnt want to meet me so much, okay, i dont mind. Now we`re not meeting as much arent i? I ALWAYS have to accomodate to you, but are you accomodating me? I am trying so hard to cling on to this r/s of ours, but are you? Say it in another way, i am like a despo trying to stick to you. I know im not worthy of you, you`re so good looking and im so fugly but i really love you alot. If you still love me and had heard the sadness and disappointment in my voice just now, you wouldnt have gone to play DOTA anymore but i guess you didnt care? Im really very very sad. Hais.. Why cant you just think of me? Just once? I may be a very lousy GF but i really love and need you alot. I am not the kind of person to show out my love thats when i secretly liked you in the past, you never found out. I have loved you back than and i am still fucking in love with you. You can ask my friends around me, how much i talk about you. Whenever we take neoprints, i like to take out and show my friends to haolian to them how loving we are and how handsome my baby is. I may not be a good GF but i have always secretly stood by you all this while. I am really out of ideas of how to get back that wonderful love feeling i had back than. Pls tell me what to do? Hais.. I really miss the old you dear. ( ::'-':: )
Hubby,
I really dont know what i did to deserve all this shit from you. I have feelings okay, im a human too, before you do things, cant you at least fucking think of how i feel? In the first place, do you even treat me as your GF? You call me laopo but the way you treat me is far from how a husband would treat his wife.Nothing, really nothing can describe the great disappointment i have in you. I really missed you so bad, and i really wanted to see you so badly today, but because i felt bad that while you are having a stomach pain and feeling tired, you still had to tahan because you had to go out with me, thus i asked you to go home and rest. Seriously, now i feel they are all excuses! You claimed you were very tired and would go STRAIGHT home after daqiu finish school but yet, you have gone to play DOTA. If you didnt want to meet me, just say ok. No need to have so many excuses. Im really very very sad ok. I dont know what i am to you now. We have drifted and thats a fact. No use trying to tell me that i think too much because im not. Loving is something that we`re not. I keep telling myself that you still love me alot and im really trying to change. You want me keep long hair i keep, you want this i try to do. I know that it may not be obvious that im changing but at least im trying. What about you? You are really not the marcus i knew before. The marcus i knew before treated me very very well and showered me with alot of love but now, after being together with you for one year plus, you have totally changed. You go back on your words, you break your promises and you dont treat me like your GF. I know im very naggy and i always nag at you but i do that cause i care. I asked you just now if i didnt meet you, where will you go? You said home. I said 'Confirm go home?' and you said yes. Your school end at 4.30 today and now its 7.45pm but you still have not gone home. Whenever i ask you who is number one in your life, who is most important in your life, you would answer me. But now i know one thing is that what you say are all sweet nothings. You say them just to please me. If really, im the most impt in your life, you would have listened to me rather than your friends. Do you know how it fucking feels to be missing someone but yet you cant get to see the person? Its really very torturous. I gave up meeting you today so you could go home and rest but you took advantage of it. Everything is about your friends friends and friends. Your friend call you play one game, you sure its one game that you`re playing? I dont know but you know it yourself. Since your friends are so important, they call you go fuck one girl, you confirm go alrdy la. No need say what you got a GF. Got GF so what? Your GF is also one ugly fuck. I cant feel your love seriously. I`ve told you many times of how i feel, but are you changing for me? In the past, you said you didnt want to meet me so much, okay, i dont mind. Now we`re not meeting as much arent i? I ALWAYS have to accomodate to you, but are you accomodating me? I am trying so hard to cling on to this r/s of ours, but are you? Say it in another way, i am like a despo trying to stick to you. I know im not worthy of you, you`re so good looking and im so fugly but i really love you alot. If you still love me and had heard the sadness and disappointment in my voice just now, you wouldnt have gone to play DOTA anymore but i guess you didnt care? Im really very very sad. Hais.. Why cant you just think of me? Just once? I may be a very lousy GF but i really love and need you alot. I am not the kind of person to show out my love thats when i secretly liked you in the past, you never found out. I have loved you back than and i am still fucking in love with you. You can ask my friends around me, how much i talk about you. Whenever we take neoprints, i like to take out and show my friends to haolian to them how loving we are and how handsome my baby is. I may not be a good GF but i have always secretly stood by you all this while. I am really out of ideas of how to get back that wonderful love feeling i had back than. Pls tell me what to do? Hais.. I really miss the old you dear. ( ::'-':: )
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